A big obstacle I've had to deal with is actually staying in one place. Me and my sisters have always had to move here and there. It was a difficult because when we did end up at a different place we would have to meet new people which I hated doing. All I wanted to do was stay in San Diego where I've grown up. It was hard on all three of us. Sarah, Melissa and me. It was pointless moving around all the time. Moving all around and going to different schools was crap. I could care less about any other place. There was no other place I felt more comfortable than SD. It was just confusing and very difficult. I guess it was just ment to be. Everything really does happen for a reason.
Sometimes I would feel mad, sad, scared, weak, and just like what the heck man! Really couldn't have done anything about the situation. All I could really do is talk to my sisters about how I felt and how they felt. There was never any point talking to my mom who couldn't listen to us.
After going through this time it's always been frusterating. Sometimes I think about the past but then I realize theres nothing I can change about it now. So now I just try to stay strong and realize I just have to keep moving on and be a good role model for my sister. We have been through everything together and I love her. I feel like I am more miture and more smarter about things. I'm just glad it's over with and that it's in the past. All I can do now is think about the future and do my best to achieve the things I want.
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